Maybe all the sh.. is finally over and I can return to my regular life.
Which will, somehow, not be my regular life. I've changed and I know it. I feel much stronger about a few things different about a lot of other things. Blame my age or something. Maybe blame that I've been ill for so long already this year.
At first, only a sore throat and a few days later an acute ear. I can't quite remember how long it lasted. The pain, however, was gone rather quickly, thankfully, but my hearing wouldn't be back to normal until a month or a little longer afterwards.
Plus I had to cough heavily for quite some time. Turned out be an allergy. Found something in my home that likes to be allergenic, got rid of it and since then my physical condition has only been improving. I still feel like having a light cold and keep sneezing from time to time, but that's probably just because it's spring and the temperatures have been up and down again.
Well, I said physical because mentally I went down for a bit.
I had been ill for so long and after all that fever/cold/bronchitis/antibiotics towards the end of last fall I had hoped that I would be healthy for the rest of winter. You know how it ended...
I had been absent from work for so long I started being somewhat paranoid and having the feeling my employer would sneak up and check wheter I really was ill or not. More than a clear sign that I had been ill for too long -_- Sooner or later you'll psych out, then... (I'm only feeling slightly weird about that. Being ill for nearly half a year needs 'to go on your nerves' in one way or the other sooner or later...)
So... More tablets for me, no more feeling of paranoia (I'm a little prone to that anyway) and in 6 month I can get off the tablets again, I guess, when the situation's over.
Except for a lower back pain I'm fine now. Down side's: I've had it for two weeks already (more or less) and the soonest apppointment I could get is in three weeks... Anti-Hooray... -_-'